too much is never enough

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about me

• yav, she/her

• INFP-T, August 15 (leo), 20+

• chaotic lesbian. i need a gf

• tweets in english. eng/pl + learning japanese

• i'm a meme person and i like cursed content

• 3 songs to get to know me:
- florence and the machine - too much is never enough
- of monsters and men - yellow light
- daughter - shallows

• i'm what you can consider a "crazy plant lady". i name my plants. i love them. i have more plants than friends??

• pastel colours are the best. and so is purple

• i draw sometimes, you can find my art in moments (pinned tweet) please no reposts and qrts,,

• i collect anime figures & merchandise (my mfc profile)

• i do kyudo (traditional japanese archery) started in oct 2017. i belong to a local kyudo club called kyudo ayame (here is our site!)

fav stuff

random stuff i like!!

• anime: re:zero, houseki no kuni, higurashi no naku koro ni, barakamon, shinsekai yori, mawaru penguindrum

• games: nier:automata, life is strange

• bands: florence and the machine, of monsters and men, low roar, daughter (i like indie rock/folk music)

• books: high fantasy genre (big fan of lord of the rings & the emerged world series by licia troisi!), medical thrillers (i love kathy reichs), danmei novels

• mobile games: love live (sif & all stars), bandori, sky

• movies: interstellar, jurassic park, lord of the rings, inception

• tv series: the office, game of thrones (excluding the last season)

• multiplayer games: ff14, smite, among us

fav characters & ships

important: i'm a strict monoshipper

heaven official's blessing (currently main fandom)
hualian; i can't really express how much i love them. they invented love. my comfort ship
i think about hua cheng 24/7
i also like beefleaf

scum villain's self saving system
luo binghe enthusiast. i love bingqiu and moshang

mo dao zu shi
jin ling, jiang cheng, wei wuxian, wen ning; i'm not really into mdzs anymore

nier automata
9S is my absolutely fav nier chara. i'd die for him. i ship 9S/2B

re:zero
emilia is my ultimate waifu. i will protect her at all costs

ensemble stars
ritsu sakuma is my number one character ever, he's the love of my life, i would and WILL die for him; i'm not into enstars anymore tho

love live μ'sic forever ♪♪♪
eri, honoka, nozomi, kanan, ruby, kanata, emma; i don't really care about aquors

please don't follow if you

• are racist, homophobic, trump supporter, anti-vaxxer, etc.
• think fiction = reality
• get involved in dramas often
• openly hate on characters/ships
• mind nsfw stuff. i rt nsfw stuff sometimes

important info:
• my main fandoms are 18+ and it is not my responsibility to check everyone's bio for age before replying to someone. i'm an adult and i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable so if you're a minor maybe it's better to not interact with me?
• i rarely follow back if we don't share mutuals or interests
please don't qrt/repost my art
• i will not follow back if you post a lot of kpop,, (i muted most of kpop related words already tho)
• i tend to talk a lot, too much even lol
• please talk to me i'm lonely

where to find me

• twitter: hua_chonker (previously actual-ritsu)
• priv twitter: closest friends only
• myfigurecollection: Yavimaya
• instagram: alstroemeriav
• discord: Yavimaya#2878
• myanimelist: Yavimaya

too much is never enough

but

i will be

in the sky full of song

it's such a wonderful thing, to love

but

some things you let go in order to live

and there will be no grand choirs to sing
no chorus will come in
no ballad will be written
it will be entirely forgotten

and if tomorrow it's all over
at least we had it for a moment
oh darling things seem so unstable
but for a moment we were able to be still

don't go blindly into the dark
in every one of us shines the light of love

one grand moment is all I Ask